Idk

It should be fine.

It should be fun.

But it isn't.

What went wrong?

Is the universe trying to tell me something?

I never been so confused before in my life.

Life requires happiness.

Happiness requires life.

Happy life depends on yourself.

It depends on how hard you hustle to get what you desire.

If it doesnt work for the first time, try again.

If you still fail, just try again.

But am i that desperate?

"Empty" I whisper to myself as i gaze my reflection in the mirror.

I'm not usually like this. 

What happened to me?

Wait, does anything happened to me? Or nothing happened 

but i was hoping something happened because my life is too dull already

I'm talking like i just smoke a weed. Trust me, i dont.

I'm gonna end this blog post right here.

If this post doesnt make any sense to you, good.

This post has no point at all.

Just me trying to be poetic and stuffs. Hah.

Cheerio.

p/s; I'm fine.

did you know you're an angel who forgot how to fly?

Whoa, ooh
Well, let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
He fell in love with his best friend
When she's around, he feels nothing but joy
But she was already broken, and it made her blind
But she could never believe that love would ever treat her right


Did you know that I loved you or were you not aware?
You're the smile on my face
And I ain't going nowhere
I'm here to make you happy, I'm here to see you smile
I've been wanting to tell you this for a long while


What's gonna make you fall in love?
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh, my love
But you can't fly unless you let yourself,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall


Well, I can tell you're afraid of what this might do
Cause we got such an amazing friendship and that you don't wanna lose
Well, I don't wanna lose it either
I don't think I can stay sitting around while you're hurting babe, so take my hand


Well, did you know you're an angel who forgot how to fly?
Did you know that it breaks my heart every time to see you cry
Cause I know that a piece of you's gone
Every time he done wrong I'm the shoulder you're crying on
And I hope by the time that I'm done with this song that I figure out


What's gonna make you fall in love?
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh, my love
But you can't fly unless you let yourself,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall


I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall


But if you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let your...
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall


Who's gonna make you fall in love?
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all, oh, my love
But you can't fly unless you let yourself,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall,


So fall in love (in love)
I know you got your wall wrapped all the way around your heart
Don't have to be scared at all (don't have to be scared at all) oh my love
But you can't fly unless you let yourself,
You can't fly unless you let yourself fall


I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall
I will catch you if you fall


If you spread your wings
You can fly away with me
But you can't fly unless you let your... let yourself fall

->In love with this song. Seriously, Justin new album, "Believe" has got some very cool tunes.

I need to download all of his song. It's a must!

Helllooooooooooooooooooooooooo and assalamualaikum.

Yeah, i'm still alive. I know i haven't post anything since last february hehe. 

Well.. i'm actually quite busy and lazy to update.

 Plus, blogger just changed so much that it makes me bit hard to understand this new look.

 I prefer the old one tbh.

 Uhmmm today is the 2nd of august and also the 15th day of ramadhan. eh 15 ke? lol maybe

 i dun lyk count the days of how many days left to raya. uhmmm so what i should blog of huh?

uhmmm this is getting awkward. 

well then i'll just share about what i did today.

so today i went to school like usual and school today was fun :]

then i went home and just passed out! i slept from 2-4 pm.

yeah and then at 5 i got ready for iftar with my classmates.

we break fast at Smashed chicken rice Ria or in malay Nasi ayam penyet Ria at angsana haha.

but before that we went karoke-ing it was cool :]

and bla bla bla i went home at 8pm something. and now i have nothing to do. hmm bored.

if only i have someone to text with :/

lol okay imma stop now. 

sorry for this awkward blog post. heh bye.

New School.

Assalamualaikum bloggers,

Wow i haven't blog for a while.... LIKE ALWAYS (duhh)

Well i'm busy now and i really mean it.

I just moved to a new school like 2-3weeks ago.

So now i am no longer a SMK IMPIAN EMAS student.

I am a Sekolah Menengah Teknik Perdagangan student.
tsk tsk :']

Hmmmm.... this school is NOTHING like my old school.

360 degree different!

On the first week, yes i feel rather miserable. I hate my new school at first. I cried. I feel so down most of the time. But luckily, it's getting better now. I just need some time to settle down and being able to fit in with these whole brand new situation i guess.

Not yet 100% happy with this school, just wish and really hoping that the school time ends EARLIER!!

Ohhh please dear Allah, make my wish come true! For all the right reason, i need and want to have the school time ends just a BIT earlier!

Other than that, hmm it's quite decent lah.

The friends, seniors there are so nice and friendly. Making new friends is not a big problem like i think it would be. I actually met my old primary friend there!

How CRAZY is that?! We haven't met each other for approximately 6years!

A LOT OF THINGS CHANGE!

Crazy! Haha but i'm so thankful that we met and now we're close friends <3
And oh fyi, the school's canteen food are so good. Totally better than my old school's canteen. Haha jahat gila. But it's true.

Hm however, i miss my awesome pals that i'd left on Impian Emas.
 Really miss them so much! I always reminisce the old time when we used to spend time together and just laughing. Especially on music period and all of our practices sessions!
Oh dear, i miss that so much :[
But what to do. I have to move on.
Maybe we will meet each other when we enter University or College even. Who knows right? :]

"When the going gets tough, the tough gets going."

Picture perfect memories.

When i'm bored and i don't know what to do...

I camwhore...

Feel like working muh middle parts from now on..

Lolz 

Okay that's all.

Bye!

Last Day of 2011.

Today is 31st December of 2011! How fast can the time flies? Faster than you could ever imagine. Wow. Okay so this is just one quick and short update as i'm updating my blog now by using my iPhone. Yes, i got it. Finally, Alhamdullilah :) Hmm the new year's eve is going to be tonight, but.... I might just stay at home while everyone is celebrating it. I want to go out with girls too, go out and together we coutdown to the new year. Gosh that would be a nice way to wrap up this year. By the way this year has been so incredibly memorable to me. Might not be the best year ever, but still... And have you all figure out your new year's resolution? Hee i have. But i'm going to keep it to myself this time. So yeeeahhhh.... I guess i'm ending this post right here. Happy New Year everyone! Have a fantastic one! Sorry for all of my mistakes throughout the year, let us forget the past and move forward with the future! Bye, assalamualaikum xx

That not-so Bitch.

Kristin Cavallari.

Love her or Loathe her, but i gotta say she is adorable!

Start known her when she's on America Next Top Model All Star as guest judge and then i watch

 Dancing With The Stars and she's one of the contestant there. 

The first week, she dance cha cha cha  i guess, and may i say she's smokin' there! She got dat ass honey!

I mean, Look at this!

"I'm Kristin Cavallari and i'm not a bitch" LOL.

Andddd, on ANTM she said, she has a lot of haters cause she's playing a bitchy role in "The Hills" and i was like WTF, She has the sweetest personality ever, even sweeter than Selena Gomez! How can she has a lot of hater just because a role?!

Well, obviously i love her. Not only she's a sweety but she got a common sense of fashion as me.

Cc :

I also fancy her smile!!! That snazzy smile is her best accesories.

To sum it all up, i think this girl is going to be the next IT girl after this. Yeah, you go Kristin!

I hate Math, But I love Mathhew :]

Woot woot WHAT IS AIR!

Haha yeayyyy  i love you more math :]

I love the fact that he always replied and RT to my tweets <3

He's adorable! Really, oh in case you dont know him, he's a youtuber that attempts to make you smile :]

This guy is totally cool! A kind of guy i would have a crush on at school :3

I even made a video about him. Yeah MADE as in i already made it. Like months ago. But i never post it or anything cuz it wasnt great :/ Hoh anyway,i just wanna update my blog with posting this picture up here on purpose teheee. Okay see ya later boobear xx

youtube.com/thematthewlopez

TOTGA

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away. 

A+++ Music video and song. 

LOVE IT.

Malik Monday.

Yes i do. 

Who doesnt like to eat? Food is like, sex in your mouth. K.

I am the kind of person who is sort of skinny but eats like an elephant. Hoho ^^V

Uhm, currently, every single muscles of mine now are sore.

The effect from work-out too hard i guess -,-

But it's okay, it'll eventually go away. I hope :S

Ye know, i am looking forward to go to gym or dance aerobic class something liddat.

Yeah, suprise? Hewhew but i seriously want to involve myself doing healthy thing as soon as possible.

Get in the shape, stay fit, stay healthy, hey, whats not to worth? Right?

My mom recommend me to join bollywood dance, cuz one of her customer is a teacher there, and my mom said her body is to die for!! She even drool by looking at her body. Lol mom, are you straight? Haha

K, it feel so good to rant on muh blog again. It's been a while...

And yeah, i just found something cool on tumblr

Here it is 

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Look at this picture with your heart, not just eyes.

K, i've always grown up as the "skinny" girl. I dont understand why people who are slightly a bit fat, are deperately want to diet or dont want to eat at all just because they hated their figure?

And me... I constantly begging for more meat on my body hahhh.

And a lot of people likes to mock people whom are fat and this is why, plenty of fat people consider themselves as ugly/unwanted/unlucky/gross and stuffs.

We need to stop this ridiculous discrimination. 

Oh yeah, don't you know, teasing someobody "skinny" is just as hurts as well.

Stop judging, stop critising, stop mocking other people. 

Skinny, curvy, Fat, Tall, Short etc...

Every BODY is BEAUTIFUL.

Now, i believe in my own body, i believe that i'm not too skinny, well at least i'm not anorexic, i dont starve myself.. in fact, i eat a lot. I am just hard to gain weight aint like other people.

The problem is, people are too judgemental over me.

Who to blame? Not me.

So you, shut your lips STOP THIS DISCRIMINATION.

#Noh8

*I just need to get in shape, ye know. I want to have the VS angels body :>*